December December December............................kenapa kejam sangat sama sya? kenapa x pernah buat sya happy?? dalam tempoh 5 tahun (2006-2011) ni, selalu saja jadi bulan yang paling teruk bagi sya.... sya x pernah rasa happy or excited bila sampai bulan December.... argghhh... kalo bukan sbb stress, mesti patah hati....kalo bukan patah hati mesti perpisahan....kalo bukan perpisahan mesti sebab rindu.........kalo bukan rindu mesti sbb kecewa...huhuhuu...macam2 laaaa.... walaupun sya tau, sya sepatutnya happy December ni, yala sbb ada Christmas kan...hermmm... nda tau laaa...
terus terang sya ckp, sya benci December.... hey December!! what have i done actually? why u never be good to me?? arghhh.... urg blg December ni bulan musim hujan... yaaaaaaaaaaaa memang pun, bukan saja hujan di bumi tapi juga hujan di hati dan di mata sya...uhuhuhu....exam pun makin dekat....apa lagi...kerja pun bertimbun.... heiii...mengeluh saja sya ni... cuba la kalo ada yg buat sya happy, nda trus sya mengeluh ni.... i wanna smile....tp, sya nda tau cm mana mau senyum sdh.... everything seems wrong in front of my eyes.... i don't know why.......why why why........................ =.="
The truth is... I AM MISSING...... hurmm.... but the thing that i miss really much is MAMA'S HUG.... hurmm...nobody will hug me here.. except my teddy bear.....hurmm.... i need a person ba... baru la ada feel kna hug...hehe...hmm...tp mana juga mau dapat kan? pa blh buat...
Apa2pun...yang paling penting, pray....yea... pray to God...supaya sya akan jadi lebih happy....
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