pagi ni sya buka Fb...ramai org in a relationship with....hmm... sya pun mau juga.... teringin ba... huhu... tp yala kan.. sapa la yg mau sya ni... sudah la nda cantik.. nda perfect lg... hmm... bf yg sya syg pun x dapat terima sya.... so, lebih baik sya jd single.... tp... sometime.... mcm mau juga ni ba ada someone.... layakkah sya ada bf? besinta pun x pndai... kuat mrajuk lg... hmm... xpa la... mau abis study sdh juga ni.... mgkn kalo sya p tempat lain sdh jumpa la kali... hmm...nda tau la... sya rasa mcm tawar hati sdh... tp ntah knapa sya rasa teringin juga... buduh ba sya ni kan? hmm.... biarla...
skrg sya mau senyum saja... sbb mcm susah sdh mau senyum ni... hati sya betul2 terluka ba... sakittt jauh di dalam.... hmmm...
Tuhan.... terima kasih utk segalanya... sya harap sya akan lebih gembira slpas ini... AMEN....
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Thursday, May 19, 2011
God... i don't feel regret... i just feel a bit guilty, for hurting his heart... God.. why am I being so cruel? i can feel that this is not me.... Patricia whom You love so much is not a kind of person like this... i know myself well... God....... i'm so sorry for having that bad feeling toward him... i don't to actually, but... sya x dapat terima...mcm sya kena kc bodoh2 ja.... sya sedar sya mcm mana...sya sedar.... hmm.... betul2 sudah tawar.........................sangat tawar..... sya mcm trauma sdh mau suka org.... hmm.... God, heal me.. :(
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